Went out clubbing last night.
A good Friday night partying.
Very much needed =)

Left me feeling very destressed.
Some things have changed, though.
The impact?
I don't quite know.
Wish I did.

Something does not feel good =(

=*(

Have you ever had a dream that felt so real? Every emotion, every feeling, every touch.. it's as if it was really happening? That was what I felt last night.

I had this very vivid dream, it was almost scary. I could actually feel what I was touching, I felt every emotion so clearly... It was almost disappointing to wake up and have it end. The dream was like some wish I've been wanting to come true. Maybe not exactly as it happened in the dream, but in a way. It's hard to put into words.

I just wish I know what the dream means. It's probably just some hope or want I've been harboring inside me. But, nevertheless, it felt really nice. Even at this moment, I can't get over how real it felt. Even at this moment, I can still feel every touch and movement.

I supppose the saddest thing is, I know it may never come true.

*Sigh*

A 2-year Hoax

Wow. This thing is getting more interesting by the minute. That site is a really good one, lotsa links n stuff. *Whoa, this Debbie is one twisted nut* I'd suggest you check out metafilter or Halcyon's thoughts on this matter and follow his links. Or you could do both, like me *Hehe*

The whole Kaycee thing has totally blown up! It's like an afterschool soap opera for me right now. Mighty interesting. But as BWG said, the authorities and media are involved now. How superfucking freaky is that????

Oh yeah, apperantly, there are also FAQ pages on "Kaycee". Get the links from Halcyon's or Kaya's site.

*Follows a million links to read everything*

It seems that Kaycee is not real.

How do I feel? Well, I wasn't among the people who actually knew her and actually felt love towards her, but I do feel decieved. I'm sure many are crushed, asking who was the person on the other end? Whose voice was it that they heared over the phone? Who was the one sending care packages? Who was she????

They opened up and cared for Kaycee, whoever that may be. Like Halcyon and Chaz, who had loved and cared for this imaginary peron. I'd be royally pissed and hurt if I were of them. I'm sure anger, sadness and confusion are all snowballed into one at this point. My thoughts go out to those who were actually her friends.

Was the person who created this whole thing, had it go on for years and created the death, a sick person? Is this person crazy? I don't know. But, once again, I feel for those who were emotionally involved.

I guess that would spark another discussion thread on MeFi.

I understand how people on the net tend to make up fiction about themselves and whatever. I, too, am guilty of something like that. But, this... I have no words to express.

People are just not good.