Alright. Let's catch up on the past couple of days.

Ahem.

The day before, I was supposed to meet up with someone at 7pm. But had to cancel cuz I had to drive my brother to his extra classes. Besides, I was feeling kinda tired and my mood was crazy. One minute I'm all cheery, and the next I'm snapping at people. Freaky, but I've recovered *Hehe*

Okay, so I had work yesterday (11th). That Microsoft Asia Fusion Expo thing I talked about few blogs ago? Anyways, my call time was super early, 7.30am. I left the house close to 7am and got there around 7.15am. I took my time choosing a parking spot and hanging in the car and shit like that. When I finally went up to the exhibition centre, only 1 other usher was there. Oh well.. So there was a little bit of waiting here and there before a few more showed up and for us to get our tags and t-shirts.

First half of the job was somewhat boring, usual ushering stuff.. showing people where everything is and answering repetitive questions, that kinda thing. After lunch (which suck major ass), at around 3pm we reported to the expo hall for other duties. Atleast this one was sorta fun, and tiring. I was put incharge of this mini golf game type. Basically, the delegates gotta hit the ball so it'll hit the provided target. If they do, they golf balls and microsoft towels. Good thing there was this guy who was with me, atleast he provided laughter and we switched duties throughout the evening.

The expo was pretty cool. The had a spa (with massueses and body painting artists), bungy-jump trampoline thing (major fun, you're tied to harness and cords and you jump like mad on the trampoline and go majorly high), the golf game, caricatures guys (they draw cartoon you), loadsa food, an internet cafe (with DeliFrance providing munchies) and, the best part, an open bar.

Oh, at the end of the expo I got my hand decorated. The body painters were still around, and I got henna art done on my left hand. I'd take a picture of it, but I have yet to own a digital camera *shrug* My legs still hurt from all that standing around and, I suspect, a bad choice of footwear. I chose ankle boots over DocMartens. Yah, I'm smart.

Today, I had to run over to UPM because there's a problem with my grades *GULP!* Then I went over to see somebody =) I was pressed for time, so I picked him up and went over to Bangsar to grab a bite to eat. We went to Red Chamber, had a quick late lunch. I took like 5 bites out of my dish and couldn't eat it. So, that blows. We chatted, he told me a little about his family, past/present jobs, friends... We traded little tales about our lives. I sent him back, and we sat in the car to talk some more. Because, according to him, we hadn't talk that much. Umm, yeah. I don't want to spill everything here, email or call me if you wanna know more.

'Kay, then I had to rush home so I could get my brother to his classes on time. Which didn't happen, cuz traffic was mad. He was 15minutes late (my fault), and according to him mother was already making one heck of a noise over it. Oops.

Oh yeah, he called me about an hour ago. He was on break and was about to have dinner. Not a long conversation, though. My brain's jammed up, and stupid me couldn't think of anything to talk about. Bleh. He did say he'll call when he gets up tomorrow. So, yay!

Okay, now I gotta go. This has gotten too long. Write more tomorrow or something. *kiss*

Heh. Was I majorly pissed last night. Pissed and incoherent it seems. Still am, probably. The incoherent part, anyways.

Whatever.

I'm feeling a little sad over something, but my head's feeling pretty nice.. So I'm gonna concentrate on that for a bit.
[edited @ 12.06am] Na-uh. Phone rang *big smile* BTW, head still feels nice.

I shared a little bit of info with a friend today. I don't know if it was a smart move, but it's been bugging me and it felt kinda good to finally get it out. Oh well... I don't have anything smart or funny or interesting to write. Felt like blogging, so I did. =P

I'm disgusted by food. I'm disgusted by all that I've swallowed today. I'm disgusted with myself. I'm disgusted with everything.

Yeah, I know it's about time to feel disgusted with these excess I've collected for the past 22years. Trust me, things are about to change big time. I'm feeling so angry at myself right now. Hell, I'm ticked off at everything and probably everyone too. If I don't see smaller numbers soon, I don't know what I'll do. It's freaking irritating to see it all fall and suddenly stop. Arrgh!

My head's filled with so many things, I don't know what to do with them. It's definitely driving me some place and at the moment, what I'm seeing isn't pretty.

I'm a sad, sad gurl =(

It's always dissapointing when you've psyched yourself up over something and it doesn't have the expected outcome. Just when I've got the guts to take the step, other forces decided to say "Nuh-uh, not today kid" Damn! That sucked. I don't know if I should continue trying or just give up. So far, it's strike two. I really want to, but I don't know if it's a good idea. Should I proceed, or just wait for the other side to make a move.

Yeah, I know the above paragraph probably doesn't make any sense. Just me contemplating issues.

I went shopping today. Sorta. I walked around from 1.30pm 'til 5.30pm and all I got was one pair of pants. At 5.30pm, Shakhira came to join me and we went to get food. She hasn't eaten the whole day and all I had since morning was 2 slices of bread... So the need for food was pretty much over the scale. We ended up at this place called Dave's. I've always liked their pasta and pizza. Shakhira had this dish with tiger prawns on a bed of fetucinni and I had a turkey ham sandwich. Actually, the sandwich was pretty good, not your ordinary deli meat-between-bread stuff. I can't remember what they called it, though. But they were yummy!

Hmm.. I'm still a little down and considering a few things in life. Time for a major change in certain areas, and I think I'll start by moving my lazy arse. Gotta start getting into some movement that would *hopefully* resemble exercise. Bleh. I think life was much easier when I had absolutely no interest in the opposite sex. And also when I had no idea what looks were and the word diet was never a part of my vocabulary.

This post sucks. I'm outtie.