Friday, July 13, 2001

Boohoo.. I'm the only one with real problems in this world! *gag*


I'm sick of people thinking it's always about them.

I'm sick of people always feeling sorry about themselves.

I'm tired of hearing idiots ragging on other people over the same fucking things they do themselves.

I'm sick of listening to the same whiny things over and over again.

I'm sick of people claiming they're compassionate humans who make good listeners, when all the talk about is themselves and how sad their lives are.
Then totally ignoring others who are trying to share.

I'm near suicidal trying to please people and getting yelled at in the process.

Above all, I'm exhausted with expectations and being bashed if I so much as steer off the path of "pleasing everyone". *Excuse me for having a life outside your sad, sad circle!*

I'm giving up.

I regret acting like a bitch at home, when these are the real people of are actually here for me. They're here eventhough I get on their nerves and act like a prick. Family, eh? *feel all nice n warm*

Wednesday, July 11, 2001

Okay, then...



I had dinner at American Chili's last night with mom n sis. *love the Monterey Chicken!* Talk about eating like a pig! I couldn't finish my chicken, though. I thought I'd be full for a week.. but ate like crazy today *haha* We walked around KLCC, had dinner n walked around some more. Then we ewnt home. Nothing majorly exciting, just good family time. Dinner was a blast, though. We talked, we laughed n even checked out cute guys *hehe* My mom was like "look all you want" She rocks!

Today I had lunch with some friends, since 2 of 'em will be heading back to school at the end of the week. Rakhma will be leaving for Melbourne on Friday and Mach for the states on Saturday. After lunch, we went shopping n then back home. Really laid back.

I found a link for a really cool game, check it out. I can't seem to pass the thing. If you can, lemme know, ok? I passed the first two, but not the third.

Nothing much to write today, still on break n dreading Monday when classes resume. Ick.

I've been thinking about something majorly. There's someone I'd like to see again. *shrug* It would be nice to meet up once again, and see what happens. Nothing wrong with wanting to say hello, is there?