Saturday, August 11, 2001

Friday pretty much suck ass. My morning lecture was cancelled, the lecturer didn't turn up. So that basically means, I got up at 7am for nuts. Then something else happened, later in the evening. And I mean major. I think it just cost me 20% of my class, which is NOT good. Crap. I don't even wanna think about it. Hopefully it's not as bad as i think it is. People are such fuckwads. Oh well...

I got majorly bored last night. I mean, it's been a while since I've felt that bored. I was walking around the house and my room trying to come up with something entertaining. I felt like going out, but I doubt my mom would be too thrilled with that idea. I'm 22 and still have to have my mom's permission to go out at night. Yes, people, I lead a sad, sad life.

It's 4pm Saturday now, I still haven't showered and still bored shitless. I've been told my blog is filled with anger and stuff like that. 3 words : I don't care! *Ahem* No, it's not like I'm permanently in PMS mode.. But people piss me off, and somehow blogging cools me off and words just flow, y'know? Then again, it is my journal. I'll write whatever I want, whenever I want and in whatever note I want. So, there =P

I think I'm gonna take a shower and drive around for a bit. Boredom is killing me. Later

Thursday, August 09, 2001

I called him. He was already at work, but he said it's still early and everyone's just sitting around chit-chatting. We talked for a bit, and he asked if I'm gonna be free Sunday, since the plan fell through last weekend. I asked what did he have in mind, and he thought we could go some place and hang out. I'm not exactly a big fan of the Sunday crowd, so I suggested we meet up for lunch or something. He wanted to hang out longer than just lunch *heheh* So, it'll probably be that and a movie or something. I dunno, I told him to call when he's not at work or something. We'll see..

The weird thing is, suddenly I don't feel too excited about this whole thing. Yeah, fickle, fickle, fickle =P I don't know what's the matter with me. He said he wanted to see me in the daylight, since the only times we saw each other before was in the club. Plus, I was most of the time out of it *Heheh* He even mentioned that! God, talk about embarrassing. Anyways, if things go according to plan, I'll be sure to have the play by play. Hopefully.

Hmmm.. still an hour til Friends. Maybe I'll catch up on some school stuff. Aaargh, I'm such a lazy-ass person! I'll probably end up reading a magazine or something.

Tuesday, August 07, 2001

I slept for a few hours last night. Had to, early morning class and everything. I'm feeling pretty out of it, kinda tired and mellow. Slightly continued last night's fun. Anyways, I'm not in a "sharing mood" so I'll blog more later.

I'll just fit this last item in, though. I have no idea how long I sat staring at his number, comtemplating wether or not to pick up the phone (which I didn't). Seems pretty silly, really, but I suppose I was too scared or something along that line.

*shrug* Weird person, me.

Monday, August 06, 2001

Crap. Me and my smart ideas. I have no idea how i'm gonna sleep tonight, and I have a 9am class tomorrow. Ulp!

Oh well, at the moment I'm feeling really good. So, who cares?? *Hehe* Anyways, I'm just killing time before Ally. It's the season finale and I don't want to miss it. Yeah, we're a little behind with that stuff. Hmm.. my head's kinda spinning. I don't have anything else to write about, so I'm gonna go.

Sunday, August 05, 2001

I am bummed. Majorly bummed.

If only I'd stayed home last night. Not that I didn't have fun, I did. Maybe, it should be: If only he had called 15 minutes sooner.

Bah!