*Head Rush*

Been a few days, hasn't it? Didn't have the time to even switch on the computer. I've been busy with a few things, especially with my grandmother in the hospital and all that. Well, it's not like I stayed overnight or anything but I've been spending the days there. She was discharged this morning (or yesterday morning, for all you timekeepers). I haven't seen her yet, hopefully she's feeling much better.

Other than that, I've been trying to catch up on my sleep. Not much success, but I did get a full 8hrs of slumber Thursday night. Woke up Friday morning still feeling tired, I fell asleep again after breakfast for a couple of hours. Then I had to leave for the hospital, stayed there until 10pm, and then Shakhira picked me up because I was sleeping over at her place. Though sleep was something we didn't get that night.

The original plan was to go out clubbing Friday night. But, we decided to just go with the flow if the mood strikes us. We stayed at her place listening to music and talking, and finally leaving the house way after midnight. We drove around looking checking out the scene in Bangsar and stuff, later ended up in KL checking out the clubs and crowd. Most places are already closing because it was already after 2am, while others were packed like mad. So we ditched the clubbing idea and ended up at Concorde Hotel's coffee house. We sat there with our cokes and just talked about everything and anything. I think we finally left at close to 5.30am. Back to her place, more chitchat and some TV. (I got home a couple of hours ago)

My sleep pattern has yet to get into it's normal state. I've only gotten 1 full night of sleep, so far. Didn't sleep last night, nodded off for a couple of hours at 8.30am and that's it. Hopefully tonight would be better *crosses fingers*

Well, those are the basics of the past couple of days. Oh, by the way.. He's started calling me every morning after work for the past few of days. So that means my phone's ringing between 4:30 and 5.30am. He called yesterday too, as I was leaving the hotel. He'd just finished work and was waiting to head back. He called again when he got home. I don't know if he's gonna call today. I hope I'll be able to hear the phone if he does, 'cuz I suspect a very dead me tonight.

Still loads to tell, maybe I'll write about it soon. Right now, I gotta get some rest. Nite!

Happiness. What is it exactly? Is it in the same form for everyone? Does it even exist in the first place? I'm beginning to doubt this whole happiness concept. Especially relationship wise. No, I'm not depressed. I'm all smiles today (or yesterday, whatever. But still am) =) *I'll talk about this later*

A friend of mine is in a really low place right now. She's going through some rough patch and it's messing her up emotionally. She called me this morning... or should that be yesterday morning?

Anyways, the phone call really shocked me. I know she's upset, but she was sobbing uncontrollably. Like, I could barely make out what she was saying, and I suspect she was making an effort to actually form words. She was telling me she doesn't want to feel pain anymore and asking for help. Someone is hurting her pretty bad, and I feel for her. She was over here for a few hours, and left a couple hours ago. She was still upset, but was doing pretty good. Then, she decided to make a phone call. Make that a few calls. Same number. No answer. Totally impossible. That got her all torn up again. We sat on the floor, I hugged her and let her cry. I don't know why, but to see her all tears and stuff got me pretty upset too. I can't share much, but I sure hope this guy is worth it. For her sake =\

So, yeah, about my smiles and alright mood (considering my not sleeping since yesterday). Reason: phone call at 6pm. He likes me! He likes me! *LoL* I'm such a child. The call went alright, and I think I'll be seeing him Friday or something. Okay, the details for this one will have to wait.

Oh, another downer of the day. My grandmother was admitted into the hospital. They suspected a heart problem, but that wasn't it. She has been up for the past few nights coughing, but checks on her lungs proved clear. It's just too weird. I haven't visited her yet, I'm gonna in the morning. I was out when the call came and everyone had already left when I got home. Imma go and get all the details. Yep =)

Wow. I've been writing long entries these days. Cool. Well, I'm gonna stop here before it gets any longer. More details to come!

G'nite, peeps *kiss kiss*

Check it out. I finally scanned more pictures! Umm.. and my hand. Click on the image above to see the full picture. Yeah, I put my hand on the scanner and scanned it *Hehe* That's the reason my hand looks all weird and flat. By the way, those things on my nails are glitters. Nice design, though, eh? I got it done while working at the Microsoft Expo. It's henna, so it'll probably be gone in really soon. It's already fading =(

Okay, I've added pictures to the Melbourne, Misc, Birthdays and Disney albums. I've also added a new album with pictures of my family. These are random photos from the past year, mostly of my little cousins, Fatimah and Muhammad.

I made a separate album for the trip to Tioman Island I took last year. Only a few pictures at the moment, I can't find the rest. Maybe I'll add more photos tomorrow night to the albums or maybe new albums.

Okay then.. Check out the gallery and leave me a little something, if you want.

Aishah's Photo Album

AAARRGGGHHH!!

I'm angry, baffled, dissapointed and confused all at the same time.

But first, this : I just got back from a birthday party for my cousin's 2 year old daughter. I ate like crazy. Well, the amount is not massive but the choice of food was pretty scary. I had spring rolls, fried drummets, curry noodle, a couple pieces of chocolates and lotsa punch. Not all at once, throughout the day. I just blew my diet for 2 days in a row. I was doing so good at home, then whenever I go out.. I'll be eating things I try to avoid. Oh well, atleast I'm still staying away from rice.

Okay here's where I start to shake my head in disbelief (other than all that food I've been swallowing). When I got there, some were commenting on the weight I've lost. So... yay! I don't know what's the matter with this one individual. Right after we greeted each other with a hug, this person was also commenting on my weightloss. But, this person then proceeded to say how ugly I look thinner, and that my "head looks big". WTF????

How about a simple congrats or some shit like that??? What? I'm supposed to spend my whole life fat, ugly, unemployed and alone? I don't get it. It seems that everything I'm happy about has to be shot down. I'm supposed to be unhappy until the day I die?

I dunno.. I feel like calling that person up and asking what's up with the attitude. Oh well, guess I'll do what I'm doing these days : Get rid of all the toxic people from my life. No, I'm not talking about murder. Though that does sound appealing *Hehehe*