Went to Flux last night. The original plan was to have dinner at this seafood place. Shakhira picked me up around 7.30pm (I think) and we headed to KL for dinner. It was raining all the way there, very heavy on some parts. After dinner, we decided to hang someplace and just chill. We ended up in Flux around 10pm, the place was fairly bare. Hung out downstairs then moved on upstairs to Rush. Got very comfortable and stayed til after 1am. I don't remember the exact time.

We drove around and checked out other places, most were pretty empty for a Friday night. Drove around some more and then went back to her place. Went to eat at around 4am, it was still raining heavily. Even when we got back after 5am it was still pouring. No idea when it stopped. The whole day was pretty cloudy, a very cool day... Excellent for the first day of Ramadhan, I must say.

I'm still feeling dodgy, but last night kinda helped a little. Threw everything to the wind and just don't friggin care anymore. I'm not letting myself sink into depression. I refuse to let that happen. Getting harder, though. Wish me luck.

It weird, isn't it? On one of those rare times when you actually need someone, they all turn their backs and hop on a plane to some remote island. The kind of island where if you're not on it, they don't talk to or even wanna see you. They'll talk to each other, but no matter how hard you try.. you'll just have to get used to the box labelled "IGNORED".

*shrug* Pretty sad.. but, hey, that's life. Whoever said "treat others the way you want to be treated" (or something like that), was crazy. Nobody cares about anything unless it has something to do with them. There's no way what's happening to you could ever compare what's happening to them. Not a chance. Your life is all roses, but them.. oh they lead a very tough life. You'd never understand, so don't even try. Bleh!

IT'S NOT ALWAYS ABOUT YOU! Rare moments. I'm not asking for too much, am I? Whatever it is, if you guys need anything.. anything at all.. I'll be here for you. You can count on that.

I just weighed myself. I gained a pound =(

I hate me. I can't believe I let myself turn into such a pig. This has got to stop. Nothing but apples and wholemeal bread until... forever.

I'm exhausted! I was at a waterpark the whole day today. I got a bunch of free passes from that last job at Desa Waterpark (the Touch n Go carnival), so the whole house went today. My skin is majorly tanned... no wait, make that majorly charcoal coloured! *Hehe*

I was on the slides, in the jacuzzi-type pool, wave pool and even in the kiddie pools. No, I'm not retarded. I was entertaining my little cousin, Fatimah. She wanted to go to every single kiddie pool and try out the slides. Thing is, she's not brave enough to go on by herself. The ones I could slide down with her, I did. The rest, I waited at the bottom to catch her before she submerge herself. Cute kid.

I went out partying Friday night. Just 3 girls out, hitting a couple of places. Wish more could be hit, but.. oh well. It was fun anyways. We started by hanging out at Shakhira's place in the afternoon. The original plan was to leave the house 7.30pm latest. Somehow with all the getting ready and stuff, we only got to Hard Rock Cafe at 9.30pm or so.

Stayed there for a couple of hours, then went off to this other club. It's called O*range, it plays R&B and hiphop stuff. *This is a different one than the one I was talking about in the last post. That was more of a hang out place n this one's a dance club* It's been a while since I've been to an R&B club, so it was a pretty cool change. We got a little corner on the upperfloor overlooking the dance floor. I wanted to dance so bad, but somehow just can't get into it. Been in the whole house/trance/garage thang for a lil too long, me thinks =) Besides, both my friends were more interested to just sit and drink.

Fahmy turned up with a couple of friends and hung out with us. Later in the night, Raflis came by and chilled for a bit. We left kinda early, around 3am. I was still wired when we left, though. Gave Muff a call and met up with him outside this new place called Carbon. The place was already close by the time we got there. He moved on to Backroom and we went to home.

Actually, it was Diana's place. We hung out until morning talking and flipping through the channels. Then we played a little playstation until close to noon. Me and Diana did, Shakhira slept for a few hours. By the time I left it was close to 4pm. Went straight home, thought I wanted to get some rest. Yeah.. I finally closed my eyes after 1.30am. So that made 40hrs of being awake. I made myself sleep because of this morning's plans. I had a nap when we got back, for a few hours and then made myself get up for dinner.

I still need more rest, I have to drive to UPM tomorrow and check on something. If I don't feel up to it, I'm gonna have to make it Tuesday. Hopefully I'll feel normal in the morning.

Okay, long enough. Out.